Steven has had a complicated life.
It would have been easy if I dealt with only ADHD, but I lived through bipolar disorder, clinical depression, dyslexia, Severe IBS (more), multiple sclerosis, autism that functioned so high, that he went through several counselors and none of them caught it until he tested himself online. He was formally tested and diagnonosed at age 38.
In 2026, I attempted suicide twice on the same day, once with a boxcutter, and once I drove out half way to a cliff where I was going to jump. Oddly enough, the bleeding on my throat made me realize that no one was going to rent me a room that way in the mountains (or anywhere). I drove home and the next day the police showed up at my door.
I was living with unmedicated depression that couldn't be medicated, I thought my religious institution and family had pushed me aside, and I had realized that I am so different than anyone else that there is really no place for me in this world. I was ready to die.
Then there was my autism and enough illnesses that I was always in pain and/or sick. With my autism, I was able to think in ways that allowed me to create several unique things including a new form of Maths... and no one would listen to my ideas because I did not graduate in maths. I created the first style in art that you see on this site.
I have written novels, and had many other ideas that have gone nowhere. Although I can meet women, I don't connect with anyone, women or men, for longer than an hour.