This piece does exactly what I want regardless of what others want to buy, which is apparently not this style. Even from the beginning, people didn't know what to think of this style.

If I am going to continue painting, this is what I want to do regardless if no one in the field has expressed they like or want to sell or own it. 

I have further to go with this technique. The problem is I like my new clothes and do not wish to ruin them, plus I will need to change every time I paint. 

Also, I am tired of walking around like a homeless person/sacrificial lamb (and I have been doing this long enough-for over 10 years of my 25 year painting period... I have sacrificed my life, and put it on hold for my art, and I refuse to do that anymore). 

I must decide to change when I am at home in rags and wear good clothes before in the morning. 

Therefore, in the evening I will be in rags and in the morning I will dress nicely. I will dress twice a day.

I can combine my old style with what I have just learned.