Oil paintings

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When I created this, it involved something based on newly understood feelings. Being Autistic involves having every feeling everyone else has, but because you can't connect with people like other people do at first until you get help, the feelings can't be easily understood. They get all jumbled up and confused in my head. This was the first time I understood what this feeling was exactly and I painted it. Unfortunately, I never had it again.

  But once I finished with it, I couldn't figure out what to do with this piece. I couldn't sell it because I don't try to sell my art, and being autstic makes it all the harder to do that anyway. So I put it aside in my studio. At some point my studio got so cluttered that I rented a trash bin and tossed out much of what was in there to make room. By mistake this was something I tossed out. 

It's destroyed by now in the dump.